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Heartsick
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Headsick
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I took the year to think
the year took me
and drowned me deep inside myself so now every song is a cry for help
And it's all i sing
So was this it for me?
Everyday spent in my head with an overwhelming sense of dread
I never felt so strong
like i'm finally moving on
only good vibes and happy songs
so tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?
I never felt so weak
I'm as empty as the words i speak
spit them out through broken teeth
and all this distance that i keep
I hope and pray you don't forget me
So fucking sick of feeling empty
Didn't trust as much as i should
Fell apart like i knew i would
And everything is stacked against me
and the day was out to test me
You know i never feel enough
So could you let me know that i am loved
Now with every color gray
I just can't start the day
All the stupid shit i say
These hands were only made to push you away
So don't you dare come close
I'm on place where no one knows
And i guess it's just the way it goes
Where i lose you so i can find myself again
I had that same dream, the one that i've been having since i was 18
Where all my friends and family fucking hate me
And if it's all just in my head, why is it heavy in my chest
while i'm stuck hating this skin i'll never shed
I'm getting better but it's all a process
another day bad day couldn't stop my progress
and today it was the blackest hue but i'll be back to you
it will be in small steps
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